20080102

Requiem

Cannot sleep, the death knell sounding in my ear. I hate to admit it but this could be the beginning of the end of my lovely journey with David. I really cannot see him emerging from this unscathed. The saddest thing is he did it to himself. Not that he did anything bad but he just made the worst judgement of his life. I cannot do this anymore. Updating the blog I mean cos it meant I have to read the entertainment news & I don't want to read any more bad news. I don't think I will be able to cope, I can feel all my phobias coming back. I want to be strong for him but I need some time away from this blog. I feel bad that I cannot support him when he needs it most but I promise I will be back. But you know what my dad used to tell me. He said that Chinese are very lucky cos if we did not have a very good beginning to the new year than we have a second chance at Lunar New Year. So let's make a date on 2008/2/7.

10 comments:

Lynnwei said...

no...dont!!!!!
u're one of the only news i read abt dt here...if not, i dont know where to get news abt him!!

i was disapppointed too...but the he's human..and human has weakness and does mistakes too!!

Anonymous said...

he only made a humanly mistake. he news can go on and on and exaggerate, but end of the day, he was just a man out having a good time and it was unfortunate someone had to make a story out of it. Think about it, do they cover other people's mistake this way? They only want to bring him down, but you have to be stronger then that for him. There are worse things in life he could have done, but getting drunk is not one of it. He's a good man, a godly man and an extremely talented one at that. Do not fear him because of this. Do not let something small like this taint your image of him. He is just like you and me, and everybody else. We screw up from time to time, but we learn from it to be better and I'm pretty sure DT will. Forgive, forget and keep loving him. He is truly one of a kind in this world...

udonotknowme1 said...

I agree with anon. Hold on. I know it's disappointing to hear bad news about someone whom you admire so much. But remember that DT is just human. He never was or will be perfect.

But then, what do we know? We can only see, hear and feel what is around us and even then we will be fooled. How often have we tricked ourselves? What more is information from other sources.

In the end, we can only try to know David just as he tries to be the man he wants to be. I choose to believe that the person he portrays is real. As for the stories, I don't think much about them.

Don't take this as a personal injury. I know it is part of being a DT fan but it's also something that he needs to deal with.

I sincerely hope that he gets to go back to LA to refresh and reflect. It's easy to lose yourself with so much going on around you.

Jessie's said...

well for me...i feel he is more real cos he also have such situation like other normal pple..not that he is a big star and he cannot make mistake..

i accept what he is and what he have done..

Anonymous said...

Support you forever..dont giveup ..thx ...

dQ said...

He just got drunk.
What is the big deal =.= ..
He may have got drunk for thousands of times and went to strip clubs in LA. But does it matter? I don think its very wrong.. You are overreacting.

Anonymous said...

Whatever it is, David is human. He has bad days, he makes bad judgements, he gets drunk, and it's smelly when he farts. I still love him no matter what, for all his amazing good points, wisdom, for his courage to not conform to commercialism. So please, to u, the blogger, to his fans, and to David, don't let this get u down. He has to be the perfect gentleman just because he is David Tao? What kind of logic is that? At this point of time, when he's quite depressed over the incident, it's the time for us the fans to be strong for him, to be there for him, just like his music is always there for us.
People make mistakes, and more important is for us to learn, and not to make the same mistakes again. We are all human, and we love David for being human.
God will give him the strength to carry on.
'Jia You' to the blogger too, i love your blog as it contains updated news about David minus all the gossips. You're a true David fan =D

Anonymous said...

I'm proud to be a fan of David Tao, and this incident isn't going to change anything. I still & will support him even more now, just like his music has soothed my soul.
'Jia You' David, don't let this get you down!
A rainbow is precious & beautiful coz it comes after the rain has stopped.
So, hang in there, Dave! ^^ You'll always have us, your fans, to support you!

Anonymous said...

Providing updated news of DT proves no one to be a true fan or not. Its standing behind the man when the time calls for it that makes the difference. The blogger should stop being drama queen, over reacting over every issue and threatens to stop this blog once every 6 months.

Anonymous said...

i think "threatens" is such a harsh word to use, there is no doubt abt it that the author is one of DT's truest fan. Let's not forget that this is a personal blog with it's continuance at the discretion of the owner. The author is simply sharing with us her views and latest info abt our beloved DT and has been gracious enough to keep it alive for a number of years which i'm very THANKFUL of! Even a regular reader like me who had been following her since Day 1 could not have found the kind of persistence she possess to keep up with the readings(looking at the astounding number of entries under the archives). Of cos as readers, we may feel disappointed but we must not dishonor her of those great efforts and amt of time devoted into maintaining this site. Besides, it's not as if she's not coming back.....

We all know that there has been many awful news around David, but we are forsaking anyone here. David is way beyond that catergory with fans whose faith can be easily shaken by some sleazy news. Old fans like us, i say for myself, will not forsake him becos of that while some affected fans simply needs time to deal with it.

all i'm saying is that... David needs a break, and so does the author of this blog...

~ tangerina